Mast Cell

Well friends, here we are. I've been struggling to write this one. We're beginning our final journey and I'm devastated.

You may remember that Ella had a little lump on her jaw that we'd decided to have removed as the results of the fine needle aspiration were inconclusive. Well, it turns out that was a fatty lump and nothing to worry about.

However, she'd also developed this funny scab thing next to her nose that we asked to have removed at the same time. Unfortunately this one came back as a mast cell tumor and it appears to be high grade.

Given how much Ella hates going to the vet, and the terrible prognosis, we've opted against a CT scan as we feel it only really benefits us and doesn't change our plan. We've also chosen not to give chemo as that requires her to be admitted for a day, every two weeks, and that's more stress than I'm prepared to put her under. Plus, the chemo isn't expected to give her a significant amount of extra time.

We have however chosen to give a cancer receptor inhibitor in the hope it may give us a few more happy months.

Right now she's so happy and healthy that you'd have no idea of what's bubbling under the surface. She's approaching 11years and behaves more like a 4yr old with her daily zoomies and joy.

This girl is everything to me and has had an immeasurable impact on my life. Now it's time for me to care for her and make the calls that are right for her and break my heart at the same time.
 

Cath

MLF Sales Coordinator
Oh Emily I am so sorry
You love her and will do what is best for her although it is hard.
Sending love and hugs ❤ :hug:

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So sad to hear this news. She's always been such a funny clever girl who's such a loved favourite of us all. She's a fab girl. I hope you can all get as much time together as possible and do admire they way you've put her first. These decisions are tough but you've shown such love to her. ❤
 
Such very sad news to read, Ella is so much part of you and your boys' family and certainly doesn't look her age. I hope for the longest time she can go on and feel deeply for you, having gone through Rourke's death, it is a place we would rather not be. Sending you :thelambiesarecoming:
 

HAH

Moderator
Location
Devon, UK
Damn, this is gutting. I’m so sorry Emily, my heart goes out to you. Ella is such an incredibly special girl and this is just so unfair. Massive kudos to you for spotting the lump, it sounds so small and easily dismissed. I’m sure you’ve been through all the questions about whether it’d be better not to know, but this way you can do some planning and have a bit of time to know your own minds. But it is heartbreaking.
 
My heart goes out to you both. I was lucky Bella’s cyst wasn’t mast cell.
I fully sympathise with your decision regarding her quality of life.
Sending you many many lambies.xX
 
I’m so sorry. This is devastating news. At least Ella is none the wiser and carries on enjoying life. I hope you can also enjoy life with her with this dark cloud hanging over you. The cancer receptor inhibitor sounds positive. You and Bella are in my thoughts xxx
 
I'm so sorry to read this Emily. You are handling it very sensibly, Ella is such a lucky girl and such a wonderful big sister, I hope her young brothers are going to be OK.
Ella knows nothing of this wretched mast cell tumour and just knows the usual fun and love of family life. Big hugs for you :hug: and lambies for Ella :thelambiesarecoming::thelambiesarecoming:
 

Candy

Biscuit Tin Guardian
Oh Emily, I'm so very sorry to hear your sad news. You're doing the very best for Ella and I fully understand the reasons for the decisions you've made. Not only do you have your own grief to deal with, but you have to somehow find a way of steering your two lovely lads through what is bound to be a huge loss in their young lives. However, you are strong together as a family and will find the resilience to cope with this, I'm sure.
Very much in my thoughts. Sending love and :hug: :hug::thelambiesarecoming::thelambiesarecoming:
 
Oh this hurts my heart so much, I’m so very sorry. I love all the photos and stories of Ella, I feel as though I’ve actually met her. She’s one of the forum stars and always will be. I hope you get much more time with your beloved girl :heart:
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I'm sorry Emily, I was so upset to read your post. She's such a beautiful, funny girl, so full of character and I can't imagine how much your hearts are all breaking now. Will be thinking of you and hope you still have lots of quality time with Ella.

Monty had a tumour in his bladder, we also took the same decision as you not to go for any chemo. My heart was aching to get some more time with him, but I know the decision in my head was the right one not to put him through any more invasive treatment. You've always prioritised Ella's welfare front and centre, and I can see why you've made the decision you have for her. Sending much love xxx
 

Lisa

Moderator
Location
Alberta, Canada
I’m so sorry to read this, Emily. The decisions are never easy but in my opinion you have made the right ones. Speaking from someone who had a dog who really struggled at the vet, I completely understand your reasons. You are giving her a life that is as stress-free for as long as you can, and that is far more important than the small amount of extra time you might gain with her. Big hugs to you from here .
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Thank you all for your lovely messages. It gives me comfort that I know you all understand how we're feeling right now.

After meeting the oncologist yesterday, OH and I had a really good chat today while the kids were at school. We had a big cry and felt all of the feelings. Ella brought an abrupt stop to the feelings when we hugged as she saw it the perfect time to grab her toy, shove it into us and growl at us until we played with her 😂

Right now our beautiful girl is happy. And that's all that matters.

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