How heartbreaking
@Heidrun , I'm so sorry you've had to say goodbye to two such dear companions within such a short time. I remember seeing photos of Christie and how he'd still get excited with other horses about, it really struck a cord with remembering elderly horses I've known and loved. And Alice was simply beautiful, thank you for sharing a photo of her. If it helps to talk more about them please do.
As Emily says, I don't think they ever fully leave us until we're ready; and even then, all the things we learn together and they've taught us carry through to the companions we have in future, so their ripples continue ever after. Wishing you much strength and comfort for these difficult early days xxx