My sweet Axel

[HAH]

That’s beautiful Kelsey xxxxx

 

[Candy]

Wet eyes here, and my thoughts are with you.

 

[kateincornwall]

Just perfect words , I`m so glad your dear boy is home with you

 

[MellowYellow]

Oh that's lovely. So glad he's home.

 

[Stacia]

How beautiful, a truly loved dog who gave so much to the world.

 

[Cath]

Beautiful

 

[edzbird]

Precious

 

[Beanwood]

Filling up here, just beautiful...

 

[Emily_Babbelhund]

That's so beautiful, Kelsey. What a wonderful tribute to your boy.

How are you coping? I hope you can do some special things to treat yourself gently.

 

[Kelsey]

That's so beautiful, Kelsey. What a wonderful tribute to your boy.

How are you coping? I hope you can do some special things to treat yourself gently.

I have ups and downs, today was a down day. Came home from work and just been snuggled on my couch since. Just don’t have the energy or desire to do anything. Think I just need a couple quiet days. I’ve been keeping quite busy, to keep distracted… but now I feel I just need to sit in my feelings if that makes sense.

tomorrow evening going to have thanksgiving dinner at my parents house as we couldn’t celebrate that a couple weeks ago. So that will be nice but quieter without Axel

 

[Kelsey]

I did treat myself to take out dinner last night, and ice cream today. Just little things but they help a little bit

 

[Lab_adore]

It's important to do anything you can to keep your spirits up as much as possible. Sending massive hugs from down under

 

[Atemas]

to sit in my feelings if that makes sense.

Yes I understand this. It’s a hard time and I really feel for you. Hope you enjoy your Thanksgiving meal with your parents.

 

[kateincornwall]

Just do whatever you like if it eases the pain , lots of love xxxx

 

[Kelsey]

I look at photos and videos of Axel every single day. Sometimes I get tears welling up but usually I’m pretty good at just smiling through it. Tonight for what ever reason, one picture sent me over the edge and it’s like all the emotions I’ve been holding back all came out at once. This picture has no real significance, and isn’t even that great of a photo, but for what ever reason it unleashed so many emotions I feel like I’ve been in denial, like he’s just away getting better right now, or at his puppy sitters house for a bit, and it’s like it’s only just hit me tonight that he’s not coming home ever again, at least not in the physical form. I’ve never felt pain like this before

this was the picture I came across tonight. I took him out for a drive down some backroads. We had just gotten out here for a little sniff around

 

[Atemas]

and it’s like it’s only just hit me tonight that he’s not coming home ever again, at least not in the physical form. I’ve never felt pain like this before

Ah Kelsey- it’s so hard. I still cry or get tears welling up whenever I think of Sky three years on. Usually what helps me is to remember making that hard decision to let her go and that it was the kindest thing for her. Bereavement is a very difficult process. Massive ‘s

 

[Selina27]

@Kelsey&Axel -- this is such a massive loss for you and so hard to bear xx. Take care of yourself x

 

[Joy]

In my thoughts. Grief can be so overwhelming. Axel was a gorgeous boy. xx

 

[Granca]

Still thinking of you, Kelsey.

 

[MellowYellow]

Big hugs to you Kelsey. These waves of grief will keep washing over you, but it will get less overwhelming with time I promise. He was a lovely, lovely boy. xxx