Worse than ever this morning, clearly in pain once the Methadone wore off. Shaking, slavering, counted her resps at 58 per minute, not sure what it should be in dogs but it seemed fast. Also a swollen left eye. Back to emergency vets again. Lovely vet, she was very interested in the swollen eye, she said that it could be an abcess behind her eye, which would explain the jaw pain. She's had an antibiotic injection and more Methadone. Asked if I'd like them to keep her in, to which I said yes, as she now hasn't eaten in over 36 hours and was also refusing to drink. There was also a vet nurse there today who had a lot to do with Solstice when she had her cruciate ligament repair and she was absolutely lovely with her, also remembered me and was sad to hear we'd lost Sol, said she'd been very fond of her. She promised to give Joy the best care ever, so that was reassuring, but I still feel sick with worry. That little dog's been what's kept me going lately. Can ring the vet in 10 minutes to find out how she's doing.