My sweet Axel

[Beanwood]

We are all with you and Axel. I hope you can feel that whatever time it is, one of us somewhere is holding you in their heart.

 

[Kelsey]

 

[jazzmynn]

It’s the hardest decision ever, but in your heart you know it’s for the best. Huge hugs….

 

[Granca]

I’m so sorry, Kelsey. You’ve made the hardest and best decision. He’s been so lucky to have you.

 

[Candy]

We're all here with you, many of us in tears no doubt, but you have done the kindest and best thing for your darling boy with the loveliest eyes.
Sending you so much love and so many hugs.xxxx

 

[chrisc831]

God, you are brave. Axel knows you are a warrior woman on his behalf, total trust, and he is right. Run free gorgeous boy. Kelsey my heart breaks for you. Xx

 

[Emily_Babbelhund]

I just keep thinking about you and what you’re going through right now on the other side of the world. Axel will keep walking by your side, even when his body fails both of you.

 

[Kelsey]

Thank you everyone Axel is pain free now and that gives me a lot of comfort. My friend from out of town actually showed up at the vet right as Axel’s heart stopped so she held me through that So thankful for her being there.

Just a bit of a sweet story. Gizmo was off being a cat somewhere in the house as I was getting ready to take Axel in. And then I was about to bend over to help Axel stand and I said ‘well, it’s time’ and as I was bending over, Gizmo ran in out of no where and walked right up to Axel’s nose, and Axel stretched his face to him, and they sniffed noses one last time it was like they knew they were saying goodbye Since I’ve been home Gizmo has been glued to me, following me everywhere, giving me all the extra love. He knows

As I was doing my night routine before bed, the last thing I always did before going in my room was say ‘ok boogie, it’s bed time’ and that was Axel’s cue to run to the door to go outside and pee. And while… I didn’t say that tonight, I did ask Gizmo if he wanted to go outside for a quick pee… Gizmo is an indoor only cat

I washed all my bedding tonight as I haven’t sleep in it for almost three weeks, I was going to try the other pillow, but I couldn’t, because that is Axel’s pillow. He slept like a human beside me every night for the first bit before getting comfy Maybe one day I will use it but for now. It stays beside my pillow.

I almost didn’t sleep in my bed tonight as I’ve never slept in my bed without Axel. But I realized there is a lot of comfort in that. He’s here with me right now snuggled in, I just know it

I’ve also decided to leave Axel’s bed out where it’s always been. As gizmo always stole it so I know gizmo will appreciate having his scent and bed as a comfort. I’m also considering leaving Axel’s water dish out, Gizmo always drank out of Axel’s dish. That cat loved him so much, so I’m doing it for him And maybe a little me. I’ll smile one day instead of feeling nauseous when I see these items. In fact, I do feel comfort now seeing them.

Anyways, I am rambling. I will still come here and talk and I know I will especially over the next few weeks as I grieve. To even just talk about things like I just said. I know you all understand

One day I’ll get a puppy again. And as I said good bye to Axel, I told him no dog would ever replace him, he was my soulmate dog, but I told him I can’t wait to see him again in my future puppy, as I know parts of him will be in that puppy

 

[Atemas]

Run free dear Axel . Brave Kelsey . I’m so glad your friend was there.

 

[Cath]

Run free darling Axel he is without pain now thinking of you Kelsey

 

[Lisa]

Ah Kelsey. Your sweet boy is right by your side. I’m glad you are figuring out what brings you comfort. Just be easy on yourself and get some rest.

 

[MrChew]

Kelsey you are so brave. Axel was lucky to have you as his mum.

 

[SwampDonkey]

You did the kindest thing

 

[VanillaBean]

Run free Axel and enjoy all those smells.
Big hugs and thinking of you

 

[Granca]

Run free, Axel. Thinking of you, Kelsey.

 

[kateincornwall]

Rest easy dear lad , my thoughts are with you Kelsey

 

[Jacqui-S]

I'm pretty sure we are all weeping along with you reading that Kelsey.
Your love, strength and bravery shine through. I'm so glad your friend was there.
Sweet goofy Axel
We hold you in our hearts

 

[Selina27]

In tears here, that's for sure xx

 

[SteffiS]

My heart breaks for you, it was the kindest thing for Axel and the hardest thing for you, run free lovely boy

 

[edzbird]

No words. Just thoughts